Saturday, January 29, 2011

i d i o t

Re-reading my old posts from October/November, I was completely fooling myself. I wasn't as happy as I tried to make myself seem/feel. If anything, I've learned that you can't fake how you feel. Not one single bit..It makes yourself even more miserable faking it. I have also learned that all good things really do have a breaking point...a point of no return. I hope I never make it to the end of that particular wick. I'm not going to claim that I'm happy right now, but I will be on my way to being content with everything again- day by day, one step at a time.
life will reclaim its order again

best friend. boyfriend.
hard times, easy times, boring times, rough times, stupid times, happy times.
f.o.r.e.v.e.r.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

in a place with thousands of people..

I've never felt more alone in my entire life.
I think I've reached my breaking point..
Help?