different.

some days i wish i could just curl up into a ball and call it quits for a while. not really sure whether or not i have a legitimate reason for this, but i wish i could do that right now.

to end positively, i've had an amazing weekend. i love college. halloween is SO much better.

i love my roommates. <3

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"One day, she will tell you that she has had enough."

That's all I have to say, summed up in a lyric of a song.

LEGAL

So I am officially one day legal. I had probably the best birthday I've ever had. I got my tattoo that I've been planning for so long, and I got my nose pierced as a side note. I got a surprise from my roommates, they decorated my room and silly-stringed me to death. I love my life, and the people I'm surrounded by. I couldn't be any luckier. I have the greatest family and friends supporting me. THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH! I LOVE YOU!

RIP babygirl, you're with me forever.

12/14/93 - 11/06/01

Forgive and Forget

Sometimes I find it really hard to forget some of the things people did to me. I had to write a paper about my life and how the themes of a particular book related to it, giving specific examples. While writing this paper, I realized how much some of the doings of others have completely altered my life and how I view people and my surroundings. It's always funny to notice how much a person can change your views and thoughts about a situation.
Anyways, other than that, I have had a decent Monday. Sleep deprived, but decent nonetheless. Got a ticket to the USC vs. Tenn game :) GO COCKS! I turn 18 in a couple days, I'm really excited =]

 ‎"and to be completely honest, you're not like all the rest."

-The Spill Canvas

"It was only just a dream..."

I AM SO STRESSED OUT.

On the other hand, I had a wonderful birthday shindig with my family.

My life be like-

Change is inevitable. 

Change is constant.

Change is life.

We'll see where this goes.....:)

Had my first college puke sesh last night. Always a fun time. 

However, I did have an absolute blast.

Birthday festivities with my family tomorrow!

Face it

Today threw me a curve ball. For sure.

People come and go for a reason. While that reason may not ever be fully understood, it holds a purpose. You may have someone who was a huge part of your life, just walk out the door. Miss them, cherish them, cry about the loss, and move on. If someone walks out, it's guaranteed someone better will step in, and everything will be okay again. Sure, you'll have moments were you think about the person of the past, but you'll always remember the great person who is in front of you now. 

Today I had a moment, and I stopped and thought to myself, "why am I being like this? I'm really happy now" and at that moment, I stopped, regrouped, and realized exactly what my first paragraph says. People come and go for a reason. 

"Leave the past in the past, if you want your future to be bright."

My quote. My life.

Goodnight world, I'm happy with where my life is taking me.

<3