U G H !

I've never been so frustrated in my life. 

I think I'm about two steps away from just leaving everything.

I can't handle it anymore.

PS, final tattoo design..coming soon ;)

Not a day...

Not a day goes by that I don't miss you...not a single one.

I love you babygirl, forever and ever.

truth

It's really hard to trust a liar.

It's really hard to give trust back.

It's really hard to believe that what you're told is the truth.

It's really hard to not question everything you're told.

It's really hard..

trust and truth are hard to come by these days.

Up, Up and Away...

I'M SO READY TO BE OUT OF FUCKING SOUTH CAROLINA.

you can't trust anyone anymore; and it's such a depressing thought to think.

bye bye world, I'm ready to be rid of you.

i d i o t

Re-reading my old posts from October/November, I was completely fooling myself. I wasn't as happy as I tried to make myself seem/feel. If anything, I've learned that you can't fake how you feel. Not one single bit..It makes yourself even more miserable faking it. I have also learned that all good things really do have a breaking point...a point of no return. I hope I never make it to the end of that particular wick. I'm not going to claim that I'm happy right now, but I will be on my way to being content with everything again- day by day, one step at a time.

life will reclaim its order again

best friend. boyfriend.

hard times, easy times, boring times, rough times, stupid times, happy times.

f.o.r.e.v.e.r.

in a place with thousands of people..

I've never felt more alone in my entire life.

I think I've reached my breaking point..

Help?

CHRISTMAS

Kraft Macaroni & Cheese, character shaped, is my comfort food. all i want is an enormous bowl of the wonderful yellow, cheesy noodles and to watch a movie. <3